Ending my [ 打工族 ] life

With a lot of worries and irritating feeling mix in my mind, but... Finally made a such big decision to tender a resignation letter to my boss on the first working day after long long holiday from CNY. Am i treat very bad to them since i am act it on the cny period? To be left in shorter of time, i need to act by the month of January.. else i might be not be able to left the company in one month time.

Whatever, after i had done it... my mind totally relax and free. cant imagine he never made trouble to me in positive thinking. In contrary, in his reaction show to me that he may expected me to made so.. for some time.. maybe in long long time before.. okay... i should not think to negative de..

But today, i really cant stay on him... the way he doing in front of me.. showing how the new guy which he will join next month that he is very good skill and experience person.. lolz.. From short short few hour of the interviewing can judge him... ha... I am admit that i am very mind and sensitive on this matter. Cause he indirectly impress to me that i am incapable person in his mind. And he also mention 'A good beginning makes a good ending' to me, what does he mean on this?? Scare me to create trouble to him... to this company... It's never come to my mind to doing this to him... well, I cant understand, how could in his mind that i am the 'destroyer'... lolz.. Just because that I cant made to his requirement? ha.. okokok.... calm down... maybe... maybe positive think, i should reflect on this matter too. But, i cant imagine this is the worst feeling i had... sad  :-(

Ya, I should countdown-ing the remaining 8days not to bother them... god bless me... left in peacefully feel..calm...Hahaha... i wish... i wish.. i wish... my new begin will be smooth and smooth... look for better future in another 'heaven'... ;-)