Ending my [ 打工族 ] life

With a lot of worries and irritating feeling mix in my mind, but... Finally made a such big decision to tender a resignation letter to my boss on the first working day after long long holiday from CNY. Am i treat very bad to them since i am act it on the cny period? To be left in shorter of time, i need to act by the month of January.. else i might be not be able to left the company in one month time.

Whatever, after i had done it... my mind totally relax and free. cant imagine he never made trouble to me in positive thinking. In contrary, in his reaction show to me that he may expected me to made so.. for some time.. maybe in long long time before.. okay... i should not think to negative de..

But today, i really cant stay on him... the way he doing in front of me.. showing how the new guy which he will join next month that he is very good skill and experience person.. lolz.. From short short few hour of the interviewing can judge him... ha... I am admit that i am very mind and sensitive on this matter. Cause he indirectly impress to me that i am incapable person in his mind. And he also mention 'A good beginning makes a good ending' to me, what does he mean on this?? Scare me to create trouble to him... to this company... It's never come to my mind to doing this to him... well, I cant understand, how could in his mind that i am the 'destroyer'... lolz.. Just because that I cant made to his requirement? ha.. okokok.... calm down... maybe... maybe positive think, i should reflect on this matter too. But, i cant imagine this is the worst feeling i had... sad  :-(

Ya, I should countdown-ing the remaining 8days not to bother them... god bless me... left in peacefully feel..calm...Hahaha... i wish... i wish.. i wish... my new begin will be smooth and smooth... look for better future in another 'heaven'... ;-)

My dream car - 2012year

My dream car - Wish i can have it by my age 30yrs old... haha

First sourvenir from my boss in year 2012 [made in Harbin-Russian doll]

~HAPPY YEAR 2012~

Happy New Year !!

HOHOHO.... Merry Christmas just left, Another new year is reach.. Apparently, year 2012 is the year a variety of popular beliefs where 'WORLD IS COMING TO THE END'. And the Mayan civilization beliefs that the date could be on 21st December 2012. Whatever it's is, we should stay happily and no worries to meet every moment... before the world is ending... haha..

New year, everyone will for sure to talk about :RESOLUTION!! hmm... my resolution for year 2012, would be to make some BIG CHANGES in my life. HOHOHO.... i wish.. i wish... my dream may come true... and have big IMPROVE on my quality of life too.. がんばって [GOOD LUCK!!]

好好利用时间-老板，你真棒！！

今天早上很懒的起床，已经很迟出门以为会迟到，就很赶的飞着去～
不过，很快就到了。。因为不塞车。。平时用10分钟的路程，要花20分钟到。。城市啊～
一到了公司Parking 场，进去时机器坏了，还好有人就说：不必‘啼’ ，Machine 坏了～
二话不说当然飞着进啦～

进去时， Parking 场很暗。不过，我都没感觉啦。。飞上去公司。。
觉得很奇怪，公司也暗暗的，‘啼’不进去～ 就按门铃咯！
门外听到有人说：门没锁，进来就可以了。。
（哈。。真笨还去按门铃，人自然反应吗。。嘻嘻！！）
像平时酱就进去了，放好Beg就坐在自己的位置，
坐坐下，又好像傻傻的坐很白痴喔！
走出去参他们，走走下就进老板的房里，
还给老板拉着问我：怎么Set 图片的Size 咯！
（哈。因为我自己也有一家DSLR相机，老板就以为我很会酱！之好，硬着头皮帮他调）
酱子一个个进来‘八’，八下。。八下。。八下。。。
老板就叫大家进来： 讨论今年的Trip了，说去‘北京’喔！
有人Subsidies 可以拿到一个人Budget只需RM 900罢了！
又谈下，谈下 ，谈下。。谈到Annual Dinner + Local Trip 了～
（不过，讲到尾。。都不管我的事啦～ 因为我明年要‘换工了’。。哈哈！就单纯八下罢了。。。）

没想到老板真会好好利用时间，真的服了你 =.="
老板，你真棒！！

致给未来30岁的丽娜～

报纸上看到很有趣的话题，现在让我试试对自己未来的看法写下来以后再拿来回味下～平时对着别人有很多很多话很自然地写，可是要对着自己的未来写个信还真的很奇怪呐。。恩。。今天的丽娜是快要踏进27岁了，离30岁还有3年。。岁月不留人。。哈哈。。现在谈岁月还真早啦。。

30岁。。 30岁。。30岁。。老实我会对30岁有点滴的恐惧：因为怕30岁的我
-事业还没走上轨道【模模糊糊地忙碌而已】
-感情上还是找不到值得嫁的人【还要学习互相沟通】
-家庭可以得到高品质的生活【父母能够正真的放下心去旅行】

30岁的我， 是不是已经度过这些矛盾呢？已经清清楚楚明白自己需要什么？？还是你忙到忘记自己要了什么？？那时是不是已经完成了ACCA呢？？拿到了辛苦读回来的ACCA，你会往哪里发展呢？你的事业应该是哪一行呢？以否已经赚到我梦想数字了呢？这是我现在很想知道的答案。。

30岁的我， 是不是嫁了人？对象是否现在的陈先生？？ 我们还是不是和的来，在一起直到今天的你扶持大家呐？？那我们的承诺-一起买真正属于KL我们两人的屋子完成了吗？？一起赚大钱扶持身边的人完成了吗？你是不是也在梦想轨道上往前进呢？？现在的我对我们的感情有点没信心，他的不认真让我感觉很不踏实。我到底是不是想太多，希望你能证明给我知道我是想多了。。

30岁的我， 一定是最怕看到爸爸妈妈老了的样子，爸爸那时是不是一样还是臭脾气？妈妈有没有退休不再看baby呢？你看到一个个的弟妹们都踏出社会上工作，不知道他们能不能找到自己要走的路呢？他们当中不知道是谁先结婚哦，哈。。应该没那没快吧！希望你们的感情能像现在无所不谈扶持大家。不希望大家因另一半加入而改变大家的感情。。

30岁的我，还是和现在的我一样一朝一日和朋友一起一个个国家旅行-创造我们一起的美丽回忆？是不是已经开始往欧洲国家，还是走过大部分中国了吗？不知道30岁的你们是否已经嫁了人呢？不是大家抱着自己的baby聚会吧。。哈哈。。应该到时不止只有笑鹅baby吧。。你们还是会不会无所不谈的在一起呢？还会不会还是搞生日聚会呢？希望生日聚会能保留~

我希望你能忙得忙得对。也可以让身边的人都能活得舒服。不过，我更加希望那时的我是活得开心过得有意义没那么空虚-不止是为了别人而已。也改良自己的臭习惯，变得很有规律的人。



26岁的丽娜上

回味下～

今晚为了帮微婷（唉哟。。我不知道她的华文名怎么写啦 >.<"）庆祝生日

也很难的请Angsa出来找我们一起疯一晚。。
我们四个人一起边讲边笑的。。都谈的很开心～
只不过，今晚的话题都是‘牛奶粉，尿片，哪里便宜一点等’  >.<"""
（有人已经是妈妈的心态）
哇～我跟cicak既然可以在一个小时完成了很多事。。
速战速决，几时变成了我们的习惯了。。嘻嘻～
不过，我们还是很有诚意送礼物和帮微婷庆祝生日的。
希望希望今年她能过得比去年更加好，更加豪啦～

之后，我还找回以前的部落格看看。。
四年前的我们还很单纯的为了小事情烦恼，
如今各个都烦恼‘钱不够花’。。
嘻嘻嘻嘻～
那样我们才能够去更加多的地方玩啦 ^ ^